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Monday, November 20, 2006

The Thorn in My Flesh

Today was a horrid day for me. The circumstances around me became too hard for me to bear and I really wanted to give up.

It never took so long...it took at most only 2 months in the past and things would get better...why was it taking so long this time?! My impatience got the better of me and I demanded answers... from God.

It's really been some time since I last felt so desperate. If not for today's sermon about God's grace, I am almost certain that I would still be steeped in my foolish thinking and disobedient ways.

The preacher refered to what Paul, an apostle of Christ wrote in his second letter to the Corinthians for his sermon:
"To keep me from becoming conceited because of these surpassingly great revelations, there was given to me a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore, I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me." 2 Corinthians 12:7-9

The 'thorn in my flesh' in verse 7 was refering to a persisting problem that Paul faced. I definitely knew what the thorn in my flesh was. And through these few verses, God seemed to be speaking to me because I had been praying for a considerable time about this thorn in my flesh to go away but it didn't... Then, the next verse made me realise another thing: Perhaps it is not the circumstances around me that needs to be changed in order to solve the problem, perhaps it is......me who needs to change in my mindset and attitudes. Perhaps it's time that I find out what it really means by the 'Lord's grace is sufficient for me'.

Friends....if u read this, I just hope that you will be able to pray for me... that the Lord's grace will be sufficient for me to overcome the troubles that I am facing. Thank You.. =)

Lord, keep me from being bitter
When things don't go my way,
And grant me Your grace and wisdom
To do Your will today. -Fitzhugh


MaRGaReT left her footprint @ 12:44 AM