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~Footprints of my Life~

Monday, June 23, 2008

A new perspective

Today was the first day of school. The day went well in a sense that those who needed to be disciplined were disciplined, those who were obedient and did their holiday tasks well were praised. The children were by far and large ok and I had no problems with them.

I consider this one of my 'good' days. And then, as I was about to leave the staffroom after work, a colleague spoke to me about a student that I had taught last year.

He had bone cancer. He had missed school for about 2 mths and today was his first day back in school after that long break. The chemotherapy and operations had made him a shadow of his former self and my colleague said she could hardly recognize him.

I couldn't believe what I just heard. That tall, lively, intelligent boy which I had taught last year has bone cancer? He was at times mischevous but added life to the classroom and now he was on the brink of death. I was deeply disturbed and very saddened. I couldn't imagine how his parents were taking it and my heart breaks to think that he has to go through so much as an 8 year old.

I was again reminded about what really mattered. I complain that my kids cannot read and they don't learn as much as I would want them to. But at the very least, they are healthy. Though they sometimes irritate and upset me with their actions, I wouldn't be able to take it if any of them were to go through what my former student did.

After hearing about my former student, I wept and I thanked God for keeping all the children that I taught, healthy. I thanked Him for showing to me what truly matters. From now on, I am going to do my best and I am going to let them do the best they can. But if they can't do what I expect, I am not going to force..... Let God take over.

As long as they are healthy, even if they are disobedient, irritating, don't perform up to expectations..... there is still something to thank God about.


MaRGaReT left her footprint @ 9:20 PM